SPloosh!

Oh my goodness. It's He-Man! That's the cartoon hercules-like man I've been thinking of! Thank you Pazsaz Entertainment Network! Anyways, if you have no idea who I'm talking about, check this out:

http://www.he-man.org/cartoon/cmotu/index.shtml

On other news, sometimes people at work make me happy and sometimes they make me sad. I really take every little thing to heart, even though I know most of the time it has nothing to do with me.  Our cash register ran out of 5 and 10 dollar bills, so all we had to give people for change was toonies and loonies, and so this lady picked out her stuff and we wrapped it and everything and then I told her that all we had was toonies for change and she was just like: "That's stupid! Well, I don't want it anymore. Give me my money back." And then she huffed off. I was slightly stunned at how angry she was about having to carry a few extra toonies. And then one of the butchers was just like: "You lost a sale because she didn't want change?" And I'm pretty sure he didn't really mean to make me feel that bad, but I totally felt hurt...it wasn't my fault, I don't control the change, and she ran off before I could even ask if there was anything else we could do. Later we ended up getting money out of the safe, but considering how angry she got so fast, I'm pretty sure she wouln't have waited for that anyways, so there was really not much I could do, but the fact that the first thing that the butcher said was implying that I did something wrong made me feel really bad. 

And then I was talking to the other butcher that handles our schedules because there was a mistake with my hours and he was going on about how much breaktime we get for a certain number of hours and then he was just like: "See today, you were supposed to have a half hour break, but you went from 2:50 to 3:30, but that's ok, I won't take any time off for that." He said this like he was being a good guy and letting me off, but for one thing, I started my break at 3:00, not 2:50, and I came in to work more than 10 minutes early, so I wasn't slacking off at all. It just bugged me that he was acting like he was the good guy but saying that I was doing things wrong at the same time.

So, those things made me feel a little icky. But there were some very nice customers today as well, including a good looking guy that was being really friendly but kept apologizing for causing me trouble. I will totally go out of my way to help people if they're nice about it. 

But of course, I always remember the bad parts of the day the most, which sucks. So overall the work-day seemed icky. 

The night market was fun, but I just needed to express the things that were bugging me.

Date:	2007-05-14 14:33
Subject:	Lost in My Closet
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative
Music:	Paperweight-Schuyler Fisk and Joshua Radin

So, I just got facebook-friended by some random Italian guy. And by reading a couple of his wall posts, it looks like he just friended a bunch of random people...but how did he pic me?

Trying to clean my room. It's still got tubs of stuff from res, except now I've emtied the res stuff out, and then rearranged my shelves, and new stuff has appeared in the tubs. Overall, it's still very difficult to walk around in, but I think I'm making progress. There's this open area of floor by the door that feels almost calming now that there aren't random papers and clothes on it. Cleaning my room also gives me the opportunity to listen to CD's that I hardly ever listen to. Like, the old school Celine Dion stuff, or old mix CD's I've made. But it is somewhat of a strange emotional experience, cleaning my room. Some stuff has to be thrown away, or stored somewhere out of the limelight. And all these things I've collected are items that remind me of all my accomplishments and adventures, and letting them go is almost like losing the proof that these things ever happened. That can make me feel sort of empty and like I don't have anything to show for my life. But, holding on to things sometimes creates a comfort zone that gets in the way. It's easy, for me at least, to keep looking back on things I've done before to feel a sense of accomplishment, and not look forward enough to get excited enough to make much happen. So, though it may not seem like much, getting rid of a few things is quite liberating, there's no where to look but forwards.

And finally, who called me today? Bonnie, now I know how you feel with the mystery missed call thing.

Date:	2007-01-16 18:45
Subject:	Ok...
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored
Music:	mmbop-hansen

This is probably not going to be an interesting post. I'm bored. Really bored. And tired. Tired too. I edited my quotes section on Facebook so now it's not quite so huge, but I feel like I lost a part of me...even though I saved all the quotes. And...I made hot chocolate cuz it's cold outside. And I drew a picture of my desk and the things on it in pencil crayon and that took about an hour. And...I ate a doughnut. And...some cheese. Did some dishes. Washed the stovetop. Played some solitaire. Do you understand why I'm bored? Bleehhh...I was so happy yesterday...I think I was awake yesterday. ...Poor Hansen. They took a "Nosedive." (I watched a few minutes of much more music.)Ok...


Bleh.

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The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

Date:	2007-01-11 12:55
Subject:	Hearing Voices
Security:	Public
Mood:	drained

LOL. Some random guy just walked down the street outside my window belting out the Micheal Buble version of "The More I See You." Normally, I'd pin down such street-singers as crazy, but he was actually quite good. I could definitely tell it was the Micheal Buble version. He was scatting and everything. So, he still might be crazy, but he's crazy talented too.

Getting up at 7am again sucks. I tried to go to bed early last night (~10:30), but for some reason I woke up at 3:30am again. I still felt better than Tuesday. I almost felt good this morning for class, but when I got back to my room, I kind of ended up sitting and staring at the wall for a bit. And then once that 8am class is done, I don't have another class until 2pm, so I'm zoned out for a good 4 hours.

Ok, time for lunch.

Date:	2007-01-07 19:13
Subject:	Please close your eyes and the feeling will soon pass
Security:	Public
Mood:	distressed

Does anyone else feel sick? This isn't just me almost getting a cold. I mean, does anyone feel slightly nauseous about going back to school? It really just hit me. Good old denile only works up to a certain point. Darn it. I was getting so used to doing nothing. And I have to go back to living at UBC. It has it's perks, but it's definitely lonely without my parents and my dog.

...hopefully this feeling will soon pass. If only closing my eyes worked for this kind of nausea.

GO CANADIAN JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Are Reese Witherspoon and Ryan Phillipe still together? For some reason I thought that they were torn apart by the hurricane of breakups that's been sweeping Hollywood, but they seemed pretty darn married at the Golden Globes.

Go Canada! Go Canada! Go Go Go Canada!

Go Canada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wahoo!!!!!!!!!!Right through the 5-hole (First goal)!!!!! Go Canada Go!

I accidentally got a pen up my sleeve.

Date:	2005-08-04 15:40
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cranky
Music:	Learning on guitar, so it's in my head a lot. You and I both

Wow...I feel like a have a faint echoing of a headache. Perhaps it's the slightly hotter than I'm used to heat. Perhaps it's lack of eating....There's a klondike bar in the freezer...I was gonna save it for after I ate something more healthy, but I'm thinking the coolness might actually be good for me right now. Yeah....don't like feeling out of it...

But I've been playing lots of guitar and I think I'm getting better, unfortunatly 2 of the songs I've learned are a little low for me to sing so it's hard to sing...but they're pretty songs...so....ih.

Yup, going for that Klondike bar.

Date:	2005-08-04 00:13
Subject:	A plain old Wednesday night.
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	Lua-Bright Eyes

Merry Christmas and a happy Darth Vader head lucky charm to all.

Date:	2005-06-29 12:24
Subject:	Oops, I did it again.
Security:	Public
Mood:	melancholy

K, what the heck is with me. I've started crying again. It's not really a sad cry, it's just weird. Thank you letters are so emotional. Holy crap. I feel so funny. I'm laughing at myself crying here. Oh well. K, i'm starting to miss people already. Bonnie and Melissa. Where are you? k, need some Kleenex.

Date:	2005-06-28 18:04
Subject:	I felt fine yesterday...
Security:	Public
Mood:	restless
Music:	"something to go on"-hot hot heat

Hey, so the local anesthetic has worn off and now my knee's starting to hurt more. I can put weight on it because they had to take the piece of cartilage out. But I kind of hurts when I put weight on it right now. I do have tylenol 3, but I can't really tell if it's working or not. My right nostril and my throat both sort of hurt, so i think they stuck a tube up my nose and down my throat. Getting a bruise on my hand from the IV, but that doesn't hurt, so that's good.

I'm pretty bored though. I'm not really a sitting around doing nothing kind of girl. TV is pretty boring, although I did watch some of Chocolat with Johnny. And Canadian Idol should be one tonight. Hmm...k, yeah, starting to hurt more. Maybe I'll go put it up again. I don't like this being waited on thing. I can't decide what I want. "Do you want a drink?" says dad. Answer: "Maybe."

Yeah, well, gonna go sit around for another while. Bye for now.

Date:	2005-06-26 20:09
Subject:	I may have forgotten something....but what?
Security:	Public
Mood:	listless
Music:	all sorts of dashboard

K, so I kind of forgot about the actual surgery part. I've been thinking about the before and the after of it, but I kinda haven't really thought about the fact that there's a doctor sticking a probey thing inside my knee and he's gonna be cutting stuff and moving it around and so many lovely other things. And I'm gonna have to be drugged asleep. I've never gone unconcious not under my own will before. This is creepy. I'll probably have to wear one of those trendy hospital gowns too. Fun. And I still have a tiny bit of a cough from my cold and you're not supposed to have a cold going into surgery...

I love Dashboard Confessionals. (smiling)

Date:	2005-06-24 23:31
Subject:	Joy to the world, my music's back...
Security:	Public
Mood:	jubilant
Music:	Tango Shoes-Biff Naked

...let Jacob sing his songs...and what about the Dashboard? it's back (and I can't think of a rhyme).

Holy fricken gosh! I'm so happy. I got my Jacob, my Dashboard, my Keith Urban! Now I'm feeling all that end of school nostalgia. This music reminds me of the nights talking on msn and trying to do homework at the same time. Awww....I feel all warm inside. It's amazing what good music can do. Wow...so happy! And now I feel the sadness. School is now a fond memory. Awww...holy gosh! Afternoon Delight! HA!

Well, thanks to Jesse and his computer skills, I've got my music and my msn. I think Derek sort of helped too, so thanks to both of them.

Wow, that was actually a pretty cool "crashing" at my house. There's a pretty huge mess of magazines and dvd's, but that's cool. I've got a lot of time on my hands. YAY! It's summer! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! YAAAAY! Holy crap, I could go on msn! Except no one is on msn....who cares?! I don't! La la la la la.

Oh my gosh! All American Rejects! Swing swing! AAAAAAAA! So much music!

K, well I gotta go to sleep soon. Big day at IKEA tomorrow! YAY!

Date:	2005-04-13 17:45
Subject:	Subdued, sounds like "some dude", but said with a cold...
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm
Music:	like to say Hedwig's Theme, but...it's I believe I can fly

k, so I forgot to mention that on Monday, along with all the other tv, I watched some of Robin Hood:Men in Tights too. It was pretty funny...same guy from Princess Bride. I wonder what's happened to that guy, haven't seen him in any movies lately.

I got to use these water colour crayons today in art. They were really nice. Mrs Foster said that they cost 300 dollars for the set, so I felt special. And I also got to see Mrs. Foster the most mad I've ever seen her. There was a girl in our class who always sits at the back and doesn't do her art stuff, so Mrs. Foster told her to sit at the front of the class, but the girl wouldn't do it, so there was this whole argument in front of the class and I'm proud of Mrs. Foster for not backing down...so the girl eventually just stormed off out of the room and Mrs. Foster said sternly, "Don't come back!" It was very awkward, but I kind of like how Mrs. Foster is not letting people walk all over her (as much) anymore.

Other than that, today was rather uneventful, quite peaceful really. That sounded very British in my head.

Listening to a lot of sappy-ish music lately. It makes me happy. Got some Keith Urban, Micheal Buble, stray songs off tv shows that I track down and download, and even some Harry Potter soundtrack (I recommend Hedwig's Theme).